Dear dire trepidation of my being

You have haunted me nearly all of my days as I trudge this plain day after dayin your loathsomeness.You deceive meand I've grown to be exhaustedwith each passing yearstruggling to prove you wrong.Addicted to passion like no other destroying any chance of an ordinary life. Crafting it nearly unbearableI have grown black and ugly inside. Emptiness is courting [...]