Why

Alone and forgotten ~ Set aside not cared for, wrong again while grief strikes the very core of reality.

Wounded and neglected, this affliction fester’s with resentment yet to trudge I must seeking approval from someone who’s not willing to grant any pardon.

Abandoned with a heavy heart, the hole in my chest open forever exposing just how broken I am.

Dying time and time again inside screams nevermore ~ Vexatious is my soul, tormented by desires to be near you only to be rejected.

Never good enough considering no one can live up to unreasonable expectations as vanity has clouded the very site that eludes conniving eyes.

Beauty fades, the soul that’s left carries a smile brighter than the sun exposing a path to happiness that’s incomprehensible to people like yourself ~ A light nearly extinguished as pain roughly crushes the spirit.

Weeping softly only to myself, tears of fire burn thy cheeks ~ No one allowed to know the agony suffered.

Hatred tries to roar its ugly head, only embraced by desperate hopes and dreams that love will soon find its way ~ But there is no love for someone like me.

Nonexistent perishing in flames of contempt ~  Except maybe in heaven for which I am not ready.

Cared for by no one.

Solemn.

Tired.

Devastated ~ Empty.

Why not me?