Of Love and Dispare

Loneliness settles like the dark evil it is, as it does and the monster claws its way closer to the surface. The bane cares not of reputation, responsibility,  friendship ~only pleasure and attention then seeks to destroy. Not cut out for a life of solitude, evil thoughts explode like fireworks; beautiful yet dangerous. Unwilling to [...]


Another year, another pantomime Nonsense once more engages in circles Negotiations flat, saddened in time Inventive contrivance eternal Views and opinions matter not for not Each day passes on to rejoice the next Rejected all the more for all others Simulate indifference pained the same And labeled second to those connected Revealing truths unseen by [...]

Without Wings

It's unknown,  what to do.  The world is so ugly now, all ugly.  This torment won't go away. Focusing on the beautiful and happy isn't possible when there's only pain from loneliness.  No matter what's done, how much is given,  nothing helps. It only gets worse with each passing year. Stranded and unloved. The one bonded [...]


Beauty doeth not compare nor questions her candor Rarely is perfection out-of-place Only if to bide her time do conditions change Owner of lifetimes throughout the ages; wisdom graces her spirit Keen mind shapes her future destined for greatness Eases into days slowly yet never without purpose

Regret Nothing

It's not possible. The odds are immensely against it and yet here I'm faced with this reality. As I sit here alone, my thoughts search for answers to no avail.  How could this be? Processing the pros and cons, I imagine lists with no rhythm or reason to hierarchy. Acknowledging such an opportunity will never occur [...]