Dejected

Time goes by so quick and yet I'm stranded in a moment of it as if trapped in an eternal loop of despair. Anchored by the past leaving me unable to move forward, so I struggle through each day anticipating its defeat as the hour of darkness casts its shadow upon me. Each evening I'm abandoned [...]

In exile

  Fooling all as I begat from the mother of lies, master at my deception until all collapses without forewarning. Sinking so far I'm incapable of identifying normality again, yet desire courses through my veins like acid scorching what was once living. Is it pain keeping me alive? No. It's a cruel joke that forces air into my lungs. A reflex that [...]